Visokki's Blog

This weekend I have been feeling down. I don't know why. I haven't had so much to do and because of that I have time to think about all the bad things... But I promised to be more positive! Today I finally got myself to go for a walk outside. Because of that, now I am feeling happy! Outside I started to think more positive things! The nature also keeps up a good mood. The spring has come because there isn't snow anymore.

I realized that I feel lonely. I have studied really hard in this year and I haven't seen so many people. Partly I have been hardworking consciously because I don't want that I have time to miss my man who is in the army. I have noticed that it works. I have exam on next Tuesday and after that I will start to read hard for my next exam. Still I'm a little bit scared of the coming summer if I will have too much time for thinking. But I don't worry about it yet!

I have kept my promises! I have a sleep rhythm now and I have always walked up the stairs. About positive thinking, today on my walk I thought that I really love my residential area! If you don't focus thinking like these little happy things then you don't realize them. About missing, I have explained to myself "it's really wonderful that I have person like this and missing him tells about something very important". <:3

Like this my sad weekend has changed to a wonderful one!

-Vizu

I think that I start writing to my blog in English for the next three months. I have ALMS English course at the university and because of that I have to study English for 75 hours by myself. I'm sorry that you will read my bad English from here on but I will improve and you can correct my mistakes!

To learn English is difficult for me because of my light dyslexia. I need lots of time to learn and some new study techniques to study such as this blog. I have decided that I will write a lot this spring and watch a tv-series in English or with English subtitles. I have a bad habit to put Finnish sub on but now I will bury it! I'm also planning that I will read and listen English lyrics and then translate unknown words. Usually I don't pay attention to lyrics because I'm not used to it.

Last weekend I finished watching Breaking Bad with English sub. That's an awesome and very exciting series. You have to watch it! I also wrote a little essay of my past English studies which is like a sine curve in maths :D At the same time I realized that my English word order sucks. Besides I translate straight from Finnish into English. That's bad. But I can't think in English! Maybe I will make progress in that too... For last I realized that I have problems with verbs ”be” and ”have”. What’s the difference and when can I put ”have” and when ”be”? Somehow it's a very hard for me differentiate these terms.

Now I will promise to write in the blog at least for once a week. I think that's a good way for me to learning English. Let's see, how I will succeed :3 And now I 'm going to watch Under the Dome on TV :P